The road less taken

I’ve been ignoring you and I have to apologize, dear blog. It’s just that since my last post things have been a bit mad. I sometimes think I’m crazy for doing what I am doing and at other times it doesn’t seem more right. Let’s just say I’ve gotten myself into something much more exciting and possibly dangerous than anything I’ve ever done before.

I’m just taking a bit of a break and enjoying life. It can’t be so bad, if there is so much fun involved?

Before people reading this post start getting very wrong ideas, I think I should clarify a bit. I’ve just entered  a relationship and well thats it. The only difference is, this time its not long term. Just a short time fling in which I’m having the maximum possible fun. It’s just dangerous because I don’t know how I will feel when it ends because it surely will. But as we agreed, no thinking just partying. It’s sad that the partying is limited. I get two hours on weekdays and weekends with him. I guess its good too in a way. If both of us had less demanding jobs we’d always be together and God knows how attached we would become.

If I tell my friends, they’re going to think its poor ol’ me who has gotten trapped. But honestly, this relationship was totally my idea. I’m really scared of hurting him because I do like him a lot. He says he’s scared of ending up with a heartache and I told him to stop thinking.

It’s too much of me to ask people not to judge me. I judge myself at times. But then I think, I deserve this break. So thats all I’m doing. Taking a break and loving every minute of it. After all, Robert Frost also took the road less taken and like he said “that has made all the difference”.